nothing's impossible
just have to find a way

"Farewell happy Fields
Where Joy for ever dwells: Hail horrors, hail
Infernal world, and thou profoundest Hell
Receive thy new Possessor: One who brings
A mind not to be chang'd by Place or Time.

The mind is its own place, and in itself
Can make a Heav'n of Hell, a Hell of Heav'n.
What matter where, if I be still the same,
And what I should be, all but less than he.
Whom Thunder hath made greater? Here at least
We shall be free; th' Almighty hath not built
Here for his envy, will not drive us hence:
Here we may reign secure, and in my choice
To reign is worth ambition though in Hell:
Better to reign in Hell, than serve in Heav'n

John Milton, Paradise Lost; Book One
♥♥♥

rien ne pèse tant
que un secret.

Spinosaurus... biiiiiiitch.

Tuesday, November 2, 2010 / 4:52 AM

Carlos and I are having a dinosaur battle.

It sprung from the conversation Carlos, Kim, Drew (Black Sparrow... his costume) we had when I finally came to from that ever so clear night. We were talking about the most badass animals that went extinct and it was decided that...

Kim would be the sabertooth tiger, Carlos would be the mammoth, Drew would be the ancient crocodile and I would be the dire wolf but I decided that "you know what, screw that, I'm gonna be a velociraptor"and then Carlos decided he was "going to bring the triceratops back and kill all you bitches" (Drew passed out again) so Kim decided she was gonna "what? no way, I'm gonna be T-Rex and chomp on your plant eating ass, Carlos" and me, with my dinosaur obsession, decided "I'm gonna own both of your with my Spinosaurus. Biiiiiiiitch."

Carlos - 10
Mammoth (Huge but not really a fighter but ridiculously badass. Also a herbivore but considering where it came from... ) + 2
Sabertooth (These things can kill things. Documentary said they were probably the strongest, leanest tigers ever. And did I mention they can kill things? Easy.) +7
Triceratops (Herbivore, slow as hell, nasty spikes but pretty damn dumb. Seriously?) - 6
T-Rex (Nasty killing machine. Used to be the dinosaur tyrant until my Spinosaurus came about) +10
Leopluradon (Um. Those jaws look like they could crush a trailer.) +8

Total - 31

(Check my math. I'm an English major.)

~~Kim - Sabertooth Tiger, T-Rex. Kim dropped out of this called us lame. Pshh. These are dinosaurs, man, how could you call them lame.~~

~~Drew - Ancient Crocodile. Before he passed out again he told me I could use his animal. Haha. Okay.~~

Ria - 10
Dire Wolf (in packs of 30 or more they can take down a Mammoth and can kick the shit out of the sabertooth) +6
Ancient Crocodile (Fuckers were huge and had no mercy. Can kill a velociraptor.) +8
Velociraptor (Nothing can run from these and they could gut you with that nasty claw they had on their feet) + 8
Spinosaurus (Became the biggest, baddest carnivore. Can kill the T-Rex... easy) +15
Giganotonsaurus (Huge flippin' jaws but died out fast.) + 5

Total - 52

I think I win... but he's still gotta retaliate my Giganotonsaurus.

ogni cuore
ha il suo dolore

If you're here, you've somehow managed to stumble across my blog. The word blog makes me think of snooty fashionistas in New York writing about their later escapades in their pink Mercedes so we'll just call this the place were Ria (yours truly) can spit out whatever the hell she wants with no responsibility or thought about who she might be offending.

Also, if you're reading this, you might want to know a few things. This is my fifth attempt at successfully keeping a record of my thoughts and doings - after a few LiveJournals, a former Blog (if you peek around you might find it), and a few paper journals - so, I figure this might be the last chance I'll give myself to write everyday - if not possible then every other day - about what's going on through my head.

N o, you're not handcuffed to a chair. You may leave if you will. ~~Go watch porn.~~

My basic goal with this is to try to flesh out the philosophies, memories, thoughts that make me - me.

Truthfully, I just want to write again. I miss it.