i like fire
Wednesday, October 27, 2010 / 3:35 PM
inchoate \in-KOH-it\,
adjective:
1. In an initial or early stage; just begun.
2. Imperfectly formed or formulated.
Talk about an awkward word. I haven't seen this word used yet but I bet it looks douche-baggey - no matter the context.
One day, I was acting a fool on my sister's bed while she was ironing something or other and I decided to land on all fours while I was jumping. This resulted the iron falling on the back of my right hand and staying there for at least two seconds before I jumped to the ceiling and to the floor screeching my little lungs out.
Its still kinda visible if you look hard. I also have two very fine lines next to my belly button from when I fell on a bottle when I was very young. My mom was so pissed both times, like what the hell was I doing jumping on the bed while my sister was ironing and what the hell was I doing running around like a freak in our backyard back in the motherland. This kinda makes me realize how much of a willful and stubborn little bugger I was... though it translated pretty well into adulthood (I think) I'm still sort stubborn as a mule. I totally lost where I wanted to go with this. My mom's nickname for me is "little demon" in Spanish. It sounds cuter and makes me laugh.
Kim came over yesterday. I missed her. I told her about my costume for Halloween. Not much of a costume but still... it's not something I wear everyday. Heels are involved.
And shame on me for watching The Girl Who Played With Fire before reading the book.
ogni cuore
ha il suo dolore
If you're here, you've somehow managed to stumble across my blog. The word blog makes me think of snooty fashionistas in
New York writing about their later escapades in their pink Mercedes so we'll just call this the place were Ria (yours truly)
can spit out whatever the hell she wants with no responsibility or thought about who she might be offending.
Also, if you're reading this, you might want to know a few things. This is my fifth attempt at successfully keeping a record of my thoughts and doings
- after a few LiveJournals, a former Blog (if you peek around you might find it), and a few paper journals - so, I figure this might be the last chance
I'll give myself to write everyday - if not possible then every other day - about what's going on through my head.
N
o, you're not handcuffed to a chair. You may leave if you will. Go watch porn.
My basic goal with this is to try to flesh out the philosophies, memories, thoughts that make me - me.
Truthfully, I just want to write again. I miss it.
omnes relinquite spes
o vos intrantes
Nel mezzo del camin di nostra vita
mi ritrovai per una selva oscura
che la diritta via era smarrita.
Ahi quanto a dir qual era è cosa dura
esta selva selvaggia e aspra e forte,
che nel pensier rinuova la paura!
Tant 'e amara che poco è più morte;
ma per trattar del ben ch'i' vi trovai,
dirò del altre cose ch'i' v'ho scorte.
Dante Alighieri, The Divine Comedy. Inferno
and tonight
the stars revolt