rien ne pèse tant
que un secret.

I think having a friend that will listen and not judge is something worth more than what anyone thinks.

I was nervous, telling Kimmi what was bothering me. I was worried she'd look at me and I'd see that... I dunno what its called. When you can read body language and facial expressions like they're being screamed at you through a megaphone in your ear, you can pick up on the slightest change in someone. And not to mention when your intuition is like whole other person with an attitude in your head, its not hard to read someone. When its someone you're - okay, I'm gonna stop that. 'You' means 'I' in that entire paragraph.

When its someone I'm so used to confiding it, it wasn't that hard to pick up the change in her. I couldn't spit out the words, which is cowardice on my part, but I could do better with a very obvious hand motion.

She reacted as I thought she would. She wasn't blinded by the circumstances or by feelings of this... she just saw it. It's wrong. It's wrong and I don't want to stop.

Gah.